Sometimes I really wonder what I did to deserve this. You're just yet another guy, just that fate allowed us to know each other. Maybe I said something wrong, so you ignore me this way. This torture really kills me, It's worse than living in hell. I can't even get to sleep at night. At first we were fine, But now I know you're ignoring me on purpose. What did I say, please tell me. I wanna know, and I'm really sorry. I want to do the same to you, But its not gonna make any difference to you. My existence is completely nothing to you. It's worse than you hating me. I'm trying damn hard to turn you off, This sickening bell that's ringing when I see your name. I'm desperate to tune you out, But it's really too hard for me. You really matter, but why can't you leave me alone ? I really wish to understand you better, So I know what you're thinking. Not knowing is really torturing me, And I really can't stand it. I wanna tell you how I feel, But it's totally impossible.
Believe me when I say so,
I really am trying to stop myself from falling into this abyss,
Sometimes I really wonder what I did to deserve this. You're just yet another guy, just that fate allowed us to know each other. Maybe I said something wrong, so you ignore me this way. This torture really kills me, It's worse than living in hell. I can't even get to sleep at night. At first we were fine, But now I know you're ignoring me on purpose. What did I say, please tell me. I wanna know, and I'm really sorry. I want to do the same to you, But its not gonna make any difference to you. My existence is completely nothing to you. It's worse than you hating me. I'm trying damn hard to turn you off, This sickening bell that's ringing when I see your name. I'm desperate to tune you out, But it's really too hard for me. You really matter, but why can't you leave me alone ? I really wish to understand you better, So I know what you're thinking. Not knowing is really torturing me, And I really can't stand it. I wanna tell you how I feel, But it's totally impossible.
Believe me when I say so,
I really am trying to stop myself from falling into this abyss,
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