Last day of 2010, Finally here to post (: Well this year has been, New. new experience, new people, new story. This chapter of my life is ending and i won't regret anything. To people who've brought me joy, thanks. To people who've brought me grief, thanks. To the new people who've stepped into my life, thanks. Mistakes i've made are left not corrected. But well. Learn from it. Friends have been, well, some real some plastic. But i guess i'm not any better. I truly apologise to everyone i did wrong to, but for some people who've falsely accused me of wrongdoing, too bad for you, i've done nothing wrong. Hello 2011, :D Rahhhhh please be nice :D Gonna countdown with debbie and with bei's family! Marina barrage :D YAY YAY YAY! Bei's family is so nice (: Hahhahhaha okay bye!
-Maybe I'm not of use to you anymore, that's why you threw me aside and used all those lame excuses as a cover, a cover to make me believe I was at fault, causing all our fights.
They say you changed and is unbearable now that you're in authority.
-And I thought I was the one who changed and was the one causing all the hurt.
I'm hearing all these messages.
Are they true?
I'm seeing all these scenes.
Were they real?
I can't do anything for you.
And you were supposed to be my best friend.
I failed and I'm sorry.
I couldn't be there when you needed someone,
Or maybe now I realise,
It wasn't me you wanted.
It was her.
Maybe she was the only one who could kiss your pain away.
But you could at least tell me,
And not left me feeling rejected, like an old toy.
I don't wanna believe in these rumours/gossips,
I don't even know what to call it anymore.
I want to trust you,
But your actions are making me do otherwise.
Who can I trust now, when I really need some extra shoulders to share these burdens with me.
What to believe and what not?
Who to trust and who not?
One's my best friend, and the other's the truth.
It's so confusing.
I can't see anything else;
All these clouds up my mind.
I can't concentrate.
I couldn't bear to face you, yet you kept coming over,
Trying to give me some of your warmth.
The warmth that I no longer recognised.
(Is that warmth still real?)
But I have to apologise, for all I can do is return you with a cold smile.
Everyone's saying my smile is getting faker.
Why? Tell me why.
I don't know what to make of myself anymore.
You used to ask me,
Who am I?
It's my turn to throw this question back at you.
I don't know what to make of myself anymore.
I'm a robot with a heart of steel, maybe.
Maybe I've been programmed to smile when needed, frown when asked to and cry upon demand.
I don't feel anymore.
Maybe this will be better for us?
I always thought I inflicted hurt on you.
Maybe now by putting on this cheerful facade I'll do less of it.
I'll try my best.
But the question at the end of the day still remains.
Am I just another you realised you didn't need anymore in this climb of yours?
So you just decided to throw me aside and when I picked fights,
Use me as the one at fault?
I used to think I was blessed, because you trusted me enough and I was of importance that you could throw tantrums at me.
But now in retrospect, maybe I was too gullible to think this way.
Maybe yes, I was just a punching bag which read too much into things.
ZOMG Im finally back here! 7 April FTW! Surprised some ppl rmbed it! <3 you guys TTM! 2 Wisdom just rawks to the max! And thanks for all the birthday presents! YAY! Carebears I love you! :D AHHHH Thanks for all of ya birthday wishes ! :D LOVE YOU GUYS TTM! :D
Hello ;D This week's been so hectic and deadzzz. Anw, today went out with Jas and Li-An (Again). And I finally cut a fringe ! So long never have fringe that cant be tied up alr. Heeeee :D Oh, Friday during drills, YuHui stepped on the dead lizard. And squashed it. Gross ttm. EEEEEEEEEEEEW D; HAHAHAHAH, anw, YuHui thinks my fringe is weird. And Jasmine now wants my hair (: In the end, didnt buy the hairband. SO EX ): Oh freak. HEEEEEEEE :D Okay, guys. Byebye (:
Oh I still really miss you loads (L) lotsa love :)
HELLO ! :D Im back :D It's been more than a month since I last blogged ! Hell yeah thats long ): Sigh, friendships problems, homework, everythings come bugging me. Okay I know homework is inevitable lah. But still, WHY THE HELL CANT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE ): I really love my friends, but sometimes, ppl come along and try to pull us apart. And then it all starts. The quarrels, fights, breakups, makeups. And then there are best friends of mine which cant get along together. How am I going to resolve them ? ): I go with A and B gets upset ): I go with B and A gets left out. Pffffft. Anw, after pe on friday, and drills obviously, my back hurts like shit ): And there was this auntie who doesnt respect others' privacy. She video-ed us while we were hanta-ing. Like omg, seriously ?! Ahhhh okay bye :D
Ah sian. My blog is super dead. Pfft, whatever. Skating lessons ending soon D: Hols ending soon ! D: Holiday homework never do finish ! ): I cant concentrate D: GAH OKAY WHATEVER BYE. P/S: Jai Ho, RJ and ZE ! :D
OMG, today PSLE results released, MY SISTER GOT TOP SCHOLAR IN SCHOOL ! 270 ! :D Although our primary school standards dropped but whatever. ♥ HEEEEE(: Alot of ppl came to congratulate me for my sis :D Then a few teachers thought I was Jerlynn and congratulated 'me' :\ LOL. Ahhhh, then brought Boyu to playground to kill time :D HAHAH, after that skating lessons ! Rebecca's damn nice ! ♥♥♥ I mean she was so funny and had so much patience with me and Jo and all our screams :D Heeee (: So fun :D I'm looking forward to next weeks one :D - Note to self : 1) Strive harder for the Saxophone so I wont lose face in front of juniors. 2) Practice harder and not be lazy for whatever I do (esp Sax). 3) Study harder and aim for -I do hope- triple science in Sec 3. 4) (just a wish) top the nation for O levels and bring glory to the school ! - "Once a St Nicks girl, always a St Nicks girls."♥
Last day of 2010, Finally here to post (: Well this year has been, New. new experience, new people, new story. This chapter of my life is ending and i won't regret anything. To people who've brought me joy, thanks. To people who've brought me grief, thanks. To the new people who've stepped into my life, thanks. Mistakes i've made are left not corrected. But well. Learn from it. Friends have been, well, some real some plastic. But i guess i'm not any better. I truly apologise to everyone i did wrong to, but for some people who've falsely accused me of wrongdoing, too bad for you, i've done nothing wrong. Hello 2011, :D Rahhhhh please be nice :D Gonna countdown with debbie and with bei's family! Marina barrage :D YAY YAY YAY! Bei's family is so nice (: Hahhahhaha okay bye!
-Maybe I'm not of use to you anymore, that's why you threw me aside and used all those lame excuses as a cover, a cover to make me believe I was at fault, causing all our fights.
They say you changed and is unbearable now that you're in authority.
-And I thought I was the one who changed and was the one causing all the hurt.
I'm hearing all these messages.
Are they true?
I'm seeing all these scenes.
Were they real?
I can't do anything for you.
And you were supposed to be my best friend.
I failed and I'm sorry.
I couldn't be there when you needed someone,
Or maybe now I realise,
It wasn't me you wanted.
It was her.
Maybe she was the only one who could kiss your pain away.
But you could at least tell me,
And not left me feeling rejected, like an old toy.
I don't wanna believe in these rumours/gossips,
I don't even know what to call it anymore.
I want to trust you,
But your actions are making me do otherwise.
Who can I trust now, when I really need some extra shoulders to share these burdens with me.
What to believe and what not?
Who to trust and who not?
One's my best friend, and the other's the truth.
It's so confusing.
I can't see anything else;
All these clouds up my mind.
I can't concentrate.
I couldn't bear to face you, yet you kept coming over,
Trying to give me some of your warmth.
The warmth that I no longer recognised.
(Is that warmth still real?)
But I have to apologise, for all I can do is return you with a cold smile.
Everyone's saying my smile is getting faker.
Why? Tell me why.
I don't know what to make of myself anymore.
You used to ask me,
Who am I?
It's my turn to throw this question back at you.
I don't know what to make of myself anymore.
I'm a robot with a heart of steel, maybe.
Maybe I've been programmed to smile when needed, frown when asked to and cry upon demand.
I don't feel anymore.
Maybe this will be better for us?
I always thought I inflicted hurt on you.
Maybe now by putting on this cheerful facade I'll do less of it.
I'll try my best.
But the question at the end of the day still remains.
Am I just another you realised you didn't need anymore in this climb of yours?
So you just decided to throw me aside and when I picked fights,
Use me as the one at fault?
I used to think I was blessed, because you trusted me enough and I was of importance that you could throw tantrums at me.
But now in retrospect, maybe I was too gullible to think this way.
Maybe yes, I was just a punching bag which read too much into things.
ZOMG Im finally back here! 7 April FTW! Surprised some ppl rmbed it! <3 you guys TTM! 2 Wisdom just rawks to the max! And thanks for all the birthday presents! YAY! Carebears I love you! :D AHHHH Thanks for all of ya birthday wishes ! :D LOVE YOU GUYS TTM! :D
Hello ;D This week's been so hectic and deadzzz. Anw, today went out with Jas and Li-An (Again). And I finally cut a fringe ! So long never have fringe that cant be tied up alr. Heeeee :D Oh, Friday during drills, YuHui stepped on the dead lizard. And squashed it. Gross ttm. EEEEEEEEEEEEW D; HAHAHAHAH, anw, YuHui thinks my fringe is weird. And Jasmine now wants my hair (: In the end, didnt buy the hairband. SO EX ): Oh freak. HEEEEEEEE :D Okay, guys. Byebye (:
Oh I still really miss you loads (L) lotsa love :)
HELLO ! :D Im back :D It's been more than a month since I last blogged ! Hell yeah thats long ): Sigh, friendships problems, homework, everythings come bugging me. Okay I know homework is inevitable lah. But still, WHY THE HELL CANT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE ): I really love my friends, but sometimes, ppl come along and try to pull us apart. And then it all starts. The quarrels, fights, breakups, makeups. And then there are best friends of mine which cant get along together. How am I going to resolve them ? ): I go with A and B gets upset ): I go with B and A gets left out. Pffffft. Anw, after pe on friday, and drills obviously, my back hurts like shit ): And there was this auntie who doesnt respect others' privacy. She video-ed us while we were hanta-ing. Like omg, seriously ?! Ahhhh okay bye :D
Ah sian. My blog is super dead. Pfft, whatever. Skating lessons ending soon D: Hols ending soon ! D: Holiday homework never do finish ! ): I cant concentrate D: GAH OKAY WHATEVER BYE. P/S: Jai Ho, RJ and ZE ! :D
OMG, today PSLE results released, MY SISTER GOT TOP SCHOLAR IN SCHOOL ! 270 ! :D Although our primary school standards dropped but whatever. ♥ HEEEEE(: Alot of ppl came to congratulate me for my sis :D Then a few teachers thought I was Jerlynn and congratulated 'me' :\ LOL. Ahhhh, then brought Boyu to playground to kill time :D HAHAH, after that skating lessons ! Rebecca's damn nice ! ♥♥♥ I mean she was so funny and had so much patience with me and Jo and all our screams :D Heeee (: So fun :D I'm looking forward to next weeks one :D - Note to self : 1) Strive harder for the Saxophone so I wont lose face in front of juniors. 2) Practice harder and not be lazy for whatever I do (esp Sax). 3) Study harder and aim for -I do hope- triple science in Sec 3. 4) (just a wish) top the nation for O levels and bring glory to the school ! - "Once a St Nicks girl, always a St Nicks girls."♥
Oh hello (:
Welcome to my blog (:
I'm Jermaine Goh♥
I study in CHIJ Saint Nicholas Girls' School !
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